I Feel As If I Have Two Wolves Fighting In My Heart was (Public Spirit/Live Art LA: Spirit Resurrected) was performed at Los Angeles Contemporary Exhibitions as part of Pacific Standard Time and Los Angeles Goes Live Performance in Art in L.A. 1945-1980, at The Getty Museum.

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I Feel As If I Have Two Wolves Fighting In My Heart was produced and directed by Stef Allespach. The script, written by Stef Allespach, was a recontextualization of Nancy Buchanan's original script If Only I Could Tell You How Much I Really Love You.

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I Feel As If I Have Two Wolves Fighting In My Heart is a dark comedy performance that employs song, dance, and nonfiction narratives. This collaborative mash-up is inspired by Nancy Buchanan’s 1980 performance If Only I Could Tell You How Much I Really Love You. The performance examined our current cultural anxieties within a western historical context. Kelly Thompson assisted with the performance as the balloon girl.